The days are fragrant the nights are frosty. Fall, the season of my birth, the season I love best...sometimes. Today, after a very tumultuous week, I savored the breeze on my cheek, the scent of wet, fall garden and the sun on my back. I dream of a tea party in the garden today. I wish Laurie was here to join me. We did talk on the phone and that was wonderful. Laura J. I miss you! Would be have Darjeeling, Assam or perhaps a Blueberry Rooibos Cambrick (which I have become quite fond of!)? It would be so lovely to sit, sip tea and talk. Someday again, I know we will.
After my near death experience, that was not, but still felt quite like (kind of like if a tree falls in the forest and no one is there to hear...or one hand clapping sort of thing) I did some thinking and a whole lot of feeling. I delved into journals past, and found a really, really sweet piece by Eleanor Byers. I want to share it here.
Dearest Margaret
Yes, we've agreed when we grow newly old
to live side by side on your farm in Vermont
where we can raise goats
the small brown kind, following close
and bleating of love.
We've said we want cats, all colors of cats
to play in the shade on hot summer days,
to purr by the stove when the evenings are cold.
And, Margaret, remember our plans to grow plants
with long Latain names
and prizewinning Bibb lettuce!
for good tasting salads
You'll make tabouleh (you do it so well)
I'll roast the capon (with shallots and beans).
How well we will dine
drinking mint tea or watered white wine
followed by chese and sweet almonds
Indeed, we can travel
whenever we like
as long as we are home by noon
to pet the cats, feed the goats
water the prizewinning lettuce.
When winter snow falls
we sill pull on tall boots and warm, wooly coats
and slosh down our paths to the tin mailbox
by the side of the road.
To the postman we'll offer our best apple tart
hot from the overn, with cream
in exchange for choice letters.
(We'll write them oursleves!)
Oh, Margaret, let's read Ulysses
(again) and this time, patient with age,
unravel the prose of James Joyce.
But alas, Dear Laura J...I will settle for now and unravel the prose of James Joyce at my tea party with the girls!