Sunday, September 19, 2010

Thoughts


In a rather introspective mood this morning. Fall is approaching, slowly, quietly as if on gossamer wings. How do I know she is here? I can feel her in the crisp morning air. Apples hang voluptuous, heavy and I am sure sweet, on trees. There are more frequent whispers of wood smoke on the air. Gentle breezes still caress me with warmth and the sun is strong. Bees buzz busily but even they are getting ready for winter.

While I often feel that fall is my favorite season I do love and enjoy them all. It feels as if she is coming soon this year, yet by the calendar I know this is not true.

I feel a little tug of lonliness as she enters. How lovely it would be to share her wonder with someone. Then I remember past autumunal glory...and realize that this year I am much more peaceful and joyful. Still, there is a tiny little prickle of wishing, of wanting...then I come back to the now and feel satiated. My world is full and beautiful...I am deeply grateful.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Fall is in the air!



Summer came and went? It is hovering at 40 this morning, leaves are turning yellow, my nose is cold. I know I was anticipating summer, was really hot a few days...some things grew in my garden and it is now gone? Time seems to be moving at lightning speed. Sometimes I feel as if I am caught in a strange time warp. The weather was different this summer too. Much more humidity and rain. I know the weeds loved it! Now, fall garden things need doing. Trimming, clipping, weeding (always weeding) composting and getting ready for winter. It seems like just last week it was snowing. Several times already the mountain tops have been dusted with the white stuff.


I did enjoy the hot spell in June with my new outdoor bathing spot and grand bursts of insane colored flowers. So, I guess summer did happen...yet...I find I still long for some heat, some baking hot, dry sunny days. Perhaps next year. Now, I begin to think fall thoughts. Some years I am ready to make that shift and let go of summer, not this year. I find I still cling wistfully to that season. Still, I can always welcome fall. It is afterall, my favorite season.
So I am off to do barn chores this morning with my favorite, old and ratty black sweater! Fall is in the air.